Confusion strikes me so hard.....

Humans will experience a lot of things. In other words, almost everything will be experienced by human being. Love? Happiness? Sadness? Death? and some other emotions. Recently, i am stroked hard by confusion. It affects me so much. It causes me moody, not happy as before and maybe think a lot further and out of the box. I don't know exactly what is happening around me and what to do to solved it. I don't even know what reason or reasons that lead to my confusion. The only thing i know is only- confuse.. confuse... confuse.. and again, confuse.... Most of the time, i am trying to accommodate with others about anything. Am i doing the right stuff? Are my choice or decision correct? Conflicts happened again and again within myself. I am facing mental struggle, and perhaps struggle for freedom? confuse.... I think i must train myself and make myself be more assertive and firm in my decision. Learn to say NO!! i have 5 years time to prove it to myself that i can do it~ No worries~ ^v^

Wishes: May God bless all of us and lead us to correct path~